linsi wrote:
QUOTE:
perhaps easier said than done specially
when our dear families are well and has
never been under such horible experiences..
this is true linsi and i just realized it just now.
just want to share you what happen today..
6:00am (Philippine time) i woke up because of a gun fire and by the shouting and screaming of my mom. the sound that i heard at first i thought it was just a firecracker but the voice of my mom shouting is not just an ordinary shout that she always do everytime she wakes me up.
my friend's dad was shot at the head just this morning. after i hear the shout and screaming of our neighbors i run out from our house and check whats happening and i was shocked what i saw. my friends dad is bathing with blood while his brother is holding him so i rush to them to help coz all of our neighbors was shocked. and i shouted "@#$%^& (sori for the charcters coz i said a vulgar word) start that freaking van!". i checked the pulse but theres no pulse even my younger sister who was studying nursing checked also the pulse but we didnt feel. then they rush him to the nearest hospital.
my friends dad was one of the head in a government agency wherein they "demolishes" "squatter areas" in certain area in manila, and one of the witnesses said that the killers where the people who was once thrown from their places coz they where "squatters"
my friends dad was a good man. i saw my friend's younger brother shocked on the street. the incident happen at the store near our house and my mom was there and was just one to two steps away from my friend's dad when the incident happened.
the streets gone wild coz all of our neighbors came out from their home some of them are crying, some of them are angry but most of them are sad because of what happened. on that spot where i looked at the body it is clear to my mind and to my heart the he was dead already and i felt im so useless that i cant do anything! i wish i have this power like in the TV series "Heroes" wherein i can bend time! but i cant and never will be.
when i went home and to get ready for work even i was taking a shower i felt in my heart the anger and i want to take revenge and i want those people to be killed also but in my mind is a shady cloudy question "do they deserve death" i told to myself they deserve more than death!
on the way to work, the picture of the body and the blood of my friend's dad still hunts me then i remember what linsi wrote here on the thread that it is "easier said than done"
with or without death penalty crime will still be there no matter what. the bible teaches us and guide us on how we should scale what is good and what's not. on the issue of killing, we should be aware that we dont have the right to take others lives.
and now my mind is still shaded of this dark clouds of thoughts and my heart is screaming for justice and revenge.
P.S.
to AO admins. i dont know if my post is correct or not but if it is wrong its ok with me if you'll delete it.
I'm sorry guys if i posted what happened today. its just posting thoughts of mine in forums and in anything is my way of how i express what i feel right now.